Next day of finish to vow at 12th temple

In the morning ,I go to Zendo.

But monk is not at Zendo.

Yesterday he said to me throw out plate outside.

 But I can not found.

And Zendo is very dirty.

And go back hotel,and I heard about it by owner.

She said ,he is fake monk ,and just want money...

I decide to give up taking plate.

Plate is not plate,before I will chanting.

So I call goods shop near here and ,can you make plate?

He said OK!

So I make plate by myself,but my money will almost empty.

But I decide,I will help my younger brother or sister.

If I suffer big trouble.

 I do not regret.Gassho