Difficult to cure vertigo

After going to hospital of vertigo,I go back home.

But I can't find good teacher of Buddhism.

So I decide to go fasting retreat.

About 10 years ago,after my father suddenly run away from home,I was helped by fasting.

I decide to go fasting training hotel.

There is where I used to go and do fasting long days.

I do fasting about 2 weeks,and chanting at Shingon Sect ,walking,but my vertigo didn't cure.

At there Mr.T come to here and talk with me,and advice me.

He said to me We are all one.

Buddhism resercher Brian Victoria went there sometime.

But I can't understand about ,we are all one.

And I meet Zen monk Mr.O,he is old monk and do fasting with me.He is also key person of my rebirth...

After I go back home.I am breathless at home with my family.

But at that time ,my mother call by phone suddenly.

My uncle die suddenly...

To be continue.