Start working,meet Zen

After big desision.

I start working at school.

Suffer under big vertigo.

But I need money...

Very hard situation,I am crying everynight.And I can't eat meal...

But I sleep early night and wake up early morning.

At Saturday,I watch TV,Kokoro no Judai.

About mind.

I watch program Mr Yamada ,who is translator of V.E.Frankl

https://cs.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Viktor_Frankl

He is Austrian psychologist and survivor at Holocaust.

Famous book of this.Written by him.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man%27s_Search_for_Meaning

Mr Yamada said ,Frankl style and Zen is nearly equal.

When person seek something to outside,if nothing get,sometimes person despire.But we can change direction 180 degree.

I feel I struck by thunder.

To be continue.