Hossen canceled

I move from Fukui to Nara.

Training for flexibility

50% 

Spring festival

Spring festival !
Lots of smile at here and there!

I hope and work for peace :)
Gassho

Beautiful spring

Beautiful Zen garden

Shines on sea.

Sun always shines on sea.

We can live with sea?

Gassho
Kakunen

Oryoki practice

Nine bows
Gassho

Zen in Tokyo!

Pray for peace

Thank you for all help.

Practice

My Zen practice.

Everything

Everything,always...

Change.

With broken shoes!

When we accept real

Summer heat at Japan.

But when we accept this fact ,nature support us.

Gassho

Accept weakness

I can not win nature.Accept weekness .Jijyuyuzanmai.

With all beings

Now I work as farmer.

With all  beings.

Gassho

Spring come to Japan.

Gassho 

Antaiji

Coming to Antaiji.

I decide to go to Antaiji

After Zazenkai with Muho,I decide to go to Antaiji.

So I prepare to go there.

Moving small house and keep conditon,but I sufferd at big vertigo every time.

I feel fear everyday.

But I feel something fortune about there.

I release lots of things with crying.

First time Muho do not allow to go there,but my teacher send letter to him and I call several times to there.

Finally he allow me to go there.

Can not forget this period forever.

And start new journey.

Gassho 

Introduce Zazenkai with Muho at Antaiji

My Zen teacher introduce Zazenkai with Muho at Antaiji.

My older sister lived in Germany,and I went Germany several time for training of alpine ski,also Muho is German.

And I also meet Logo therapy by VE Frankl who lived in Autrtia.

So I feel something inside.

This is YouTube video at that time.

After give up,finally meet Zen teacher

After give up,but I can't forget ego.

I keep on searching answer at out side.

So I went lots of place and met lots of people.

Do fasting,go temple of Shingon Sect,meet father.

But finally I meet Zen teacher.

He is American ,who live in Japan.

So I ask him in bad English.

He said to me.Welcome!And Zazen is fun!

Fun?

No,I am at serious situation,so I want to sit hard,inside my voice...

To be continued..

Give up everything

I give up fight with lawyer.

And I give up to live.

So I go to place where healing hotel near grave of my older brother.

At hotel I heal myself and cool down.

At there I meet monk M ,he is monk of Shingo n sect.

He said to me ,please give up to live in ego.

I cry lots of tear.But something change in side.

To be continued.

Fight with lawyer

I suffered big trouble,depend on my bad attitude.

So I need to fight to lawyer.

He has lots of weapons to fight with me.

Finally I become ,I can not sleep ,walk.

So I give up to work.

I just want to save my son.Only this my ego is important for me at that time.

To be continued...