I decide to go to Antaiji

After Zazenkai with Muho,I decide to go to Antaiji.

So I prepare to go there.

Moving small house and keep conditon,but I sufferd at big vertigo every time.

I feel fear everyday.

But I feel something fortune about there.

I release lots of things with crying.

First time Muho do not allow to go there,but my teacher send letter to him and I call several times to there.

Finally he allow me to go there.

Can not forget this period forever.

And start new journey.

Gassho