I practice with German person

I practice with 2 German person,who come from Berlin.

Danke schon.

After my uncle died

My uncle died suddenly.He is youger brother of my mother.


My mother is Elder doughter,and next him, ,and 2nd brother,and 3rd brother.


Before he died ,they had trial about my grand father and grand mother home and money.


VS my mother and 2nd brother ,and my uncle.3rd brother is alcohoric...




At celemony just person come my uncle family and me and my mother.
My uncle family have lots of money,because of my grand mother.


She had lots of money.


After celemony,our head monk of our family temple said to us.


Your family do not have person to save grave,so please give money and he will save my
ancestor by agreement by money.


I said to him.


Shame on you! Do you want to have money? Are you Buddhist?


My grand-pa and brother and sister also do tiral.
And father of grand-pa is also.


Keep on do in same thing,because of money,and pride.


So our family of future is depend on only my son.
I am 44 years old,and he is only kids at our family.




I realize person who want to have money is not calm person.
Also head monk...


So I give up to believe them.


I realize money is bad thing,gonna be crazy all of them.
So I do big dicision.


To be continue.

Difficult to cure vertigo

After going to hospital of vertigo,I go back home.

But I can't find good teacher of Buddhism.

So I decide to go fasting retreat.

About 10 years ago,after my father suddenly run away from home,I was helped by fasting.

I decide to go fasting training hotel.

There is where I used to go and do fasting long days.

I do fasting about 2 weeks,and chanting at Shingon Sect ,walking,but my vertigo didn't cure.

At there Mr.T come to here and talk with me,and advice me.

He said to me We are all one.

Buddhism resercher Brian Victoria went there sometime.

But I can't understand about ,we are all one.

And I meet Zen monk Mr.O,he is old monk and do fasting with me.He is also key person of my rebirth...

After I go back home.I am breathless at home with my family.

But at that time ,my mother call by phone suddenly.

My uncle die suddenly...

To be continue.

About donation

Donation mean

Exchange Dharma and money.Right now at Japan.

If you will donate me ,please donate.

I will give your Dharma way forever.

How to donate

I have a PayPal account.

https://www.paypal.com/

And scribe my mail address 

monk.kakunen@gmail.com

Thank you very much.

I practice with French and Czech sitter

This is memo about Dharma friend.

Few days ago women who come from Paris.

Yesterday woman who come from Czech.

Thank you for practice with me.

Policy of posting here

I am Zen monk.

My opinion,Zen monk should just do practice only.But several people said to me please write my experience.

So I start this blog.

So I will post ,very slow.My important thing is just practice.

This is policy of me and here.

And when my teacher say ,please stop this,I have a possibility to stop or temporary stop.

Gassho

My first contact with Buddhism.

When I was a teacher ,suddenly suffered vertigo.

I can't walk.

I can't write.

Difficult to talk.

And at that time my first son born.

So for me very difficult desition but I give up working.

My family separate temporary.

And I went many hospital of vertigo.

But cause of vertigo can't find.

I thought that I give up going hospital,but I decide to go final hospital.

When I called there,accistant manager told me,can you come tomorrow?

Very long distance to there,but I decided to go.

And he said to me just one word.

Emptiness...

If I can understand that,I will cure,he said.

First time,I am very surprised.

His name Mr.T. He lived in Canada long time.

We still keep in touch...

This opportunity changed my life ...

To be continued.