Everything

Everything,always...

Change.

With broken shoes!

When we accept real

Summer heat at Japan.

But when we accept this fact ,nature support us.

Gassho

Accept weakness

I can not win nature.Accept weekness .Jijyuyuzanmai.

With all beings

Now I work as farmer.

With all  beings.

Gassho

Spring come to Japan.

Gassho 

Opinion about violence

Violence is violence .

But violence is not violence.

Violence is too much desire.

Violence is shelter.

Violence is way of seeking true self.

If we are at Zen mind.

We can connect true self.

Keep on walking.

With my son.

With teacher Jundo.

Dharma friends at Antaiji.

We can apart from violence.

About violence

I suffered violence from my parents.

My parents also suffered violence from their parents.

Difficult to stop violence.

Childhood I suffered lots of dangerous situation.

But I did effort by myself to keep family.

In boyhood I can’t see my face.

I tried to lots of solution by myself.Playing soccer,playing alpen skiing.

Especially alpen skiing at Austria changed my mind.

After graduated University I worked as elite.

But I realized that I was a kind of toy of parents.

Fact my father suddenly run away from my house .But lots of  loan by father and ,also father had another family.My mother lose mind and had knife and said to me terrible word.

This is a part of my violence from my parents.

But one sun shine has come.

Zen.Zazen.

Zazen, especially Shikantaza teach me,we can live moment by moment.And I met lots of friends who suffered violence.

I have my son.And I pray for safe of him.

Again I pray for safe of him.

To be continue.