New pilgrimage at Tokyo

After few days ago new pilgrimage started.

I work at shop of vegetable.
We sale good vegetable but we do not have enough time to sales.

And I also have less time to voluntee and work.
I need to decide balance of life.

But at that time,I decide throw mind,I throw my mind.

But after I throw my mind,situation change.

Lots of people help me,donate me,and give job.

So I can do good start.

Everyday I work 6AM to 18AM several place.And in weekend also start working.

I feel I ride a flow of fortune.


And also I decide that I will not refuse everything.
I will say Yes everytime.If I can not accept happening,something will help.

Here we go!!!,new pilgrimage of life

After go back to Tokyo

I decide to help handycap person.

But I have no connection.

When I walking outside,some handycap person call me and say,please buy this watermelon,yummy ^_^

And boss of him call me,please come in!

So I talk with him.He is owner of NPO.

And he said to me,please become leader of us!

I am really surprised to his suggestions,but I accept.

But we have no money.

Our challenge start!

We are poor but our mind is calm.

I decide to finish Henro

After I leave Henro house,I start walking to 18th temple.

But I suffered summer heat and almost no money.

So I decide to stay cheap hotel and volunteer place several day.

And I start sitting Zazen and sleep to cool down and working.

In morning I hear terrible news.

North Korea firing a missile near Japan.

So I realize we always suffer at die.

If we suffer such situation ,I feel I must do what I want to do.

So I follow my heart and decide to go back Tokyo.

Just go back Tokyo.

And I feel something happen to me.

I know when I connect true myself honesty,something good happening.

I ride a cheap highway bus and go back to Tokyo.

After give up,finally meet Zen teacher

After give up,but I can't forget ego.

I keep on searching answer at out side.

So I went lots of place and met lots of people.

Do fasting,go temple of Shingon Sect,meet father.

But finally I meet Zen teacher.

He is American ,who live in Japan.

So I ask him in bad English.

He said to me.Welcome!And Zazen is fun!

Fun?

No,I am at serious situation,so I want to sit hard,inside my voice...

To be continued..

Give up everything

I give up fight with lawyer.

And I give up to live.

So I go to place where healing hotel near grave of my older brother.

At hotel I heal myself and cool down.

At there I meet monk M ,he is monk of Shingo n sect.

He said to me ,please give up to live in ego.

I cry lots of tear.But something change in side.

To be continued.

I meet practitioner of Buddhism

At Henro house I meet Buddhism practitioner.

He studied lots of Sect of Buddhism.

And he traveled around 10 year with only one bag pack.

I really enjoyed to talk with him.

So I give him Dharma clothes.And he give me his chant book.

He is not monk.But he is Buddha.

I realized.

Nine bow to him and all practitioner and all being.

Fight with lawyer

I suffered big trouble,depend on my bad attitude.

So I need to fight to lawyer.

He has lots of weapons to fight with me.

Finally I become ,I can not sleep ,walk.

So I give up to work.

I just want to save my son.Only this my ego is important for me at that time.

To be continued...